Bismillahirrahmanirrahim


It has been so long... I havent write anything.. There are so many time i have promise to myself to write again,  the stories,  the memories,  they all are dancing and spinning in my head,  i have to let it go, i know that,  but then,  i stop.


i have a great life,  alhamdulillah,  an amazing husband, great familie and,  loyal friends alhamdulillah alhamdulillah masyaAllah,  they are all nikmat send by Allah to me. I never argue that :)

But then,  something is missing.

And i have to find it again.


Oh dear heart,  please be strong.