bismillahirrahmanirrahim
hello memories! do you miss me? hehe.
i have been away for quite sometime now. i even forgot my password. haha silly me. need to rebuild my writting skill (ceh, macam la pernah power ;p) now. so, how is life ? mine was like riding a rollercoster but still, wonderfull , alhamdulillah . hope so do you :) not the rollercoster part ofcourse, though i think everyone will have their own upside down moments, right. so yeah, just go with the flow.
i actually have thousands thing to write, but i am stuck. i dont know how to express it. not like how i used to. every words flowing like a broken tap. now, they just roaming inside my brain.
my husband force me to write. he literally abuse his power to force me writtting again. yes, kejam indeed. i have been delaying it for months. it feels awkward to write. haha. so i think i have to do it slowly, pick up the pace again. train my brain to express my feelings into words. haih, seems complicated. but fun ! in a way . i know he knew that writting was my one way to escape. but i just stop that sometimes ago. dont remember why. now, he plan to make me write until i can publish a book ! ( rolling eyes )
so that is all for now. hopefully, i will see you again. insyaAllah. cant promise, i probably going to break it. but i want to write. yes, complicated me.
until then,
#pray4faiqah
2 comments:
I completely understand.
Ada seseorang pernah mengatakan bahawa pernikahan sememangnya kerap kali mencuri waktu-waktu peribadi seseorang. Lalu akan berkurangnya waktu sendiri seseorang itu untuk lebih membaca diri lalu menuliskannya.
adaptasi mungkin.
sama juga halnya ketika sesorang itu merasa sedih. Rata-rata manusia seringkali lebih lancar menulis pada musim-musim syahdu. Lalu menjadi sibuk dengan selain dirinya pada detik-detik gembira. Katanya; "All writers are sad people, or All sad people write".
ku kira, menulis sebenarnya melatih diri mencari diri sendiri tak kira waktu, tak kira musim.
For me, Writing is my home. Dan padanya selalu ada keterdekatan dengan Tuhan.
Let's find our way back home. Regardless 'what' they are, or 'where' they are. InsyaAllah :)
"dan pada nya selalu ada keterdekatan dengan Tuhan"
setuju sangat. terima kasih :)
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